jewelrybug

So far not a good start…I woke up at 6:30 am ~ I have to leave my house no later than 6:45 or I would miss the bus I have to take to chapel hill.  So ~ I have no make up on…my hair is not fixed and I did not fix my lunch.  Did I mention that I forgot my $$$ except for the $5 I keep in my wallet. Which I cannot spend b/c I have to use it for gas so I can get home. 

DAY ONE HAS STARTED!

I’m at work and I am actually in a great mood.  I think that I’m gonna have a problem with getting up and moving around.  I work at a desk for 8 hours a day~we even eat lunch at our desk.  I have to make myself get up and walk around even if it is just for 10 minutes.  I did bring my lunch today ~ I had to bring what I had at the house.  I brought a pb&j sandwich, cherry jello, and 1 handful of Ruffles potato chips.  Not good but not too bad.  I don’t go grocery shopping until Wednesday. 

 Okay! Here I go!

This is my first post.  I am currently 5′3″ (that probably will not change” and I am 216 lbs.  Since 2002 I have been between 205 - 220 lbs.  I have always been the chubby sweet girl.  I have never known what skinny is.  I have dieted before but I took it to the extreme.  I ended up pretty much only eating cereal and lettuce.  I also worked out 24-7.  The result was me going from a size 16 to a size 8 in about 4 months ~ lets not forget the fact that I became a severe anemic.  I couldn’t even get off the couch.  Ever since that all occured…I have not been able to diet correctly.  I do not have the will power or the motivation.   I have to lose weight!  I having some medical problems now due to my weight.  I have high blood pressure, high cholestoral, and I have heart palpatations.  So ~ I have to do it!